Hi guys,
I'm sorry i haven't posted in a while. But I have been feeling depressed and anxious and worried about everything in life. So last Thursday I went the theater with guides, i was there with my guide unit. My best friend sat next to me and her other best friend and they talked all evening laughing and giggling but when he talked to me she was shouting at me and getting angry but I didn't know what I had done it really upset me but I don't know what I had done. So the whole evening I sat next the my best friends really good friends mum and it felt so awkward so I sat there in silence watching this play. Am I just getting jeleouse of my friend having other friends whilst I have none in guides apart from her. It was quite a good play and I'm going again this Friday with my grandparents, brother and cousin.
My uncle, auntie and cousin, who live in Norway, came over to England on monday because they want to see the family and it's my cousins 4th birthday on Saturday, so we are having a party. It was so nice seeing them on Monday and playing in the garden together I felt whole again which I haven't felt in I don't know how long probably months and I was happy. I only just reailised today how much writing and watching TV and YouTube especially people on YouTube like Zoella, Pointless blog, the Saccone Joly's and Manny other you tubers help me. They all make me smile and laugh. I look up to them all because even though it is hard for them sometimes because of some peoples aggressive comments towards them, make them sad and/or angry they still film and put videos up for us all.They are kind to all of us which I love so much. It has been long and sometimes maybe hard for them to reach as far as they have which is amazing and people need to calm down. They are all human beings to.
Hey isn't it true that when you are told to sleep at night but you sometimes want to but your body is taking none of it and when your supposed to be wake and learning in school your body wants to sleep.
Well
Goodnight
Goodbye
Cherry blossom
Over and Out.
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